Sunday, January 31, 2010

Happy 2nd Birthday little girl
I know your parents brought you out today
And your whole family had fun
I can tell, based on your teddy bear and your dad's scary hair cut that reminds me of a character in Chibi Maruko Chan
I thought it was his brother, until I went closer and found out it was actually my brother in law

Grow up and be a good girl
Don't get bullied by your sister too often
Defend yourself >:D

Thursday, January 28, 2010

This is for you...

Eventhough I'm young, the pain is still the same
Just because I don't fully know the world doesn't mean I don't know pain
Why are you lying that I'll be okay?
There's no way my damaged heart could heal so easily
How can I live without you? That's why I...

Can't let you go
How could I let you go?
If you're going to leave, fix my heart first
So that I won't be in pain, so that at least I can live on
If you cant, I'll die anyway so then I can't let you go

Even if you push me away
I'm going to hold you until the end so you can't go anywhere
If you're really going to leave, tell me a lie
Tell me that we'll be meeting again tomorrow, to see each other with a smile
If your words to break up are not a joke
Then I...

Can't let you go
How could I let you go
If you're going to leave, fix my heart first
So that I wont be in pain, so that at least I can live on
If you can't, I'll die anyway so then I can't let you go

We went through so much together
How am I supposed to live alone now?
I can't do that, I can't
I can't let you go

I really can't let you go
How could I let you go
If you're going to leave, fix my heart first
So that I won't be in pain, so that at least I can live on
If you can't, I'll die anyway then I can't let you go

2AM Jjang ♥

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

I love you, I want you, I need you, I choose you

Yay! I have time to update
Why? Because the teachers are extra nice today =)
I still have homework but not as much as the ones we have everyday
Mr Mani is really fast! He started Chapter 1 today and he's already in inverse functions. On the same day! But he gave us a break today as there is no homework for us
Form 4 is great. Stressful, but great. Class seems more lively, even if we spend most of the time doing our homework in class =.=
But it's going well so far...

Great news! Chinese New Year is in 2 weeks time!
Which meanssss getting Ang Pau!! and one week holiday!! 5 days Hong Kong!!
Food shop food food shop shop food!!
I'm so excited =D

update:
I went downstairs and spotted one hamper already! =D

Monday, January 25, 2010

Saengil Chukha Hamnida

Happy Birthday Lee Jun Ho =)

Picture stolen from 2pm-online.com

You are officially 21! (korean age)
and you are now legal!! (go make fun of the maknae)
Too bad they shot the Cass Beer CF already, or else you'll be in it
(Then make fun of the maknae more. Laugh at him for being the youngest XD)
Celebrate it well with your members!

Stand out more! As you are slowly fading...
Since Jun Su has the voice,
Nichkhun has the look,
Taec has the body,
Woo Young has the humour,
Chan Sung.. Chan Sung...
Well Chan Sung...
Ah forget it! I can't think of anything other than his moobs

Lastly,
Pray for Jay's return =)

Saengil Chukha Hamnida, Lee Jun Ho

Sunday, January 24, 2010

I'm Sorry I Can't Smile For You

Damn, who am I going to talk to next time when I have problems =(

Saturday, January 23, 2010

If you Want To Leave Me, Tell Me A Lie

What are you doing?
- Trying to do my homework

When was the last time you changed in front of someone?
- Never

Are you wearing anything that belongs to someone else?
- No

What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months?
- April? 2PM's album, Park Jae Beom too.Nothing else important enough for me to remember

Were you happy when you woke up today?
- Yes. In fact I laughed at those who had to go for leadership course. It went like that
*wakes up**looks at the time-11**XD they must have suffered while I was sleeping*

Was last night terrible?
- No. It was horrible. Lol. Nah it was okay

Where were your hands last night at 11 pm?
- With me the whole time

Let's test your memory, what were you wearing during your last kiss?
- I have to kiss first to actually tell you when

What color shirt are you wearing?
- Orange

What's your favorite day of the week and why?
- Sunday because who doesnt

Bet you kissed someone today, right?
- No, if I did I'd tell you where i did it

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
- I'm talking to Mei Yee now

Who's the last person that texted you?
- Ashley

Are you happy with your life right now?
- It's okay, still waiting for the hug

Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
- No

Do you believe in love at first sight?
- Not sure

Do you want to have kids?
- Yes

Do you believe in love?
- Love, naegewa love like this so love

If something was wrong, who is the first person you would go to?
- Now I'm not sure

How many times have you and the last person you kissed laughed together?
- Why does so many questions involve kissing! I should do this tag again after I actually kissed someone

Who did you spend most of your time with last night?
- Myself? I'm a loner now.. (daridiridara du)

When was the last time you gave someone the finger?
- Never?

If your girlfriend/ boyfriend broke up with you tonight, what would you do?
- Sing I Broke Up Today by YounHa.. lol

Could you go the rest of your life without doing any drugs?
- Yes of course

What have you done all day?
- Homework, AM

Will you be in a relationship next month?
- Hope not.. no I wont

Who slept in a bed with you last night?
- Myself. It's too small for me to sleep with someone else, maybe my niece

Last person you text messaged?
- Ashley

Last person you called?
- Dad

Have you ever regretted anything?
- No. I try to make sure I don't regret doing the thing before I actually do it

Do you miss the way things used to be?
- Yes

Have you met someone in the last year who turned out to be amazing?
- Daebak! 2PM

When you first met your current boyfriend/girlfriend, what did you think of him?
- I'm not dating.

Is any part of you sad at all?
- Yes

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
- I have to kiss first. Then say it

Can you commit to one person?
- Don't know

Are you a mean person?
- Yes

Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
- No.. I'm sorry but no

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
- Homeworks

Do you like your life?
- Yes, but it's not perfect yet

Do you break things when you are mad?
- No.. I try not to

Do you like dark or light jeans better?
- Dark all the way

If you were upset, who is the first boy you'd go to?
- I don't know

Last place you slept?
- My room

Are you 100% over the last person you kissed?
- Ughh

Who was the last person to hold your hand?
- Wow.. Who?

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
- Yes

Do you like orange juice?
- Yes

What are you listening to at the moment?
- Not listening to any songs now

Which girl do you trust the most?
- I trust myself la. Cuz I keep my own secrets

What woke you up this morning?
- Nothing. I just naturally woke up. Cuz I have no leadership course to attend to =P

How's your heart lately?
- The heart you stepped all over and left is still beating

Do you think the person(s) you like/ love, loves/ likes you back?
- Not in love right now

Are you a shy person?
- Yes

Did you have a good day today?
- Okay okay la. Tmr better be good

Do you have feelings for anyone at the moment?
- No

Who do you text the most?
- Alvin I guess

Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
- I can't remember. Didn't happen anymore

Are you happy right now?
- No

Who makes you happiest right now?
- No one

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
- No one. I was alone... but I smsed Ash bout 2AM's mv being daebak

Do you think relationships are even worth it?
- Not sure

Seven days from now will you be in a relationship?
- No

Do you act differently around the person you like?
- Yes

Is it awkward when you run into your ex?
- No.. lol

Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
- Fuck this tag la! kiss kiss kiss

Where is your bf/gf right now?
- I officially hate this tag for asking so many things that does not relate to me

Jugeodo Mot Bonae

I slept at 2am last night, because of 2AM
I waited for their music video to be released, which was at 2am korean time, 1am here
So I slept at 2am because of them


Would be better if they released the video at 2PM, but it's totally worth it
And right after the video released, it topped the charts.
Number 1 spot everywhere. I checked =)

Friday, January 22, 2010

The heart you stepped all over and left is still beating...

Park Jae Beom
보고 싶어
Bogoshiphoyo
I Miss You, Leadja

How Could I Let You Go

Again and Again and Again and Again

I Will Wait For You Even If It Takes Ten Years

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: Dad
3. Last text message: U leh
4. Last song you listened to: I'm Sorry I Can't Laugh For You-2AM
5. Last time you cried: I can't remember

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on: No
8. Kissed someone & regretted it:No
9. Lost someone special: No
10. Been depressed: Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: Never been drunk.yet.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Blue
13. Pink
14. Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: No
17. Laughed until you cried: No
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: Not sure yet.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: No
21. Kissed any of your friends: No
22. How many people made you cry: I don't count this things
23. How many kids do you want to have: Don't know yet
24. Do you have any pets: Yes
25. Do you want to change your name: No

26. What did you do for your last birthday: At home. Watching MAMA, and same like Mei Yee about the sleeping thing!!
27. What time did you wake up today: 7.05 =)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Park Jae Beom to finally come back
30. Last time you saw your Mother: This morning

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Nothing
32. What are you listening to right now: I;m Sorry I Can't Laugh For You
33. Have you ever talked to a person name Tom: No
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing I guess...
35. Most visited webpage: Allkpop and Youtube

36. Whats your real name: Cham Siew Ching
37. Nicknames: (Eh no more.. lol)
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
40. Male or female?: Female

41. Elementary?: SSA
42. Middle School?: SSA
43. High school/college?: SSA
44. Hair colour: Brownish black
45. Long or short: Long

46. Height: 158? Maybe I grew taller
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: For real, no
48: What do you like about yourself?: -
49. Piercings: One on each ear
50. Tattoos: No
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: When I was really young
53. First piercing: Ear
54. First best friend: Kuang Wen
55. First sport you joined:
56. First vacation: Pulau Redang is the one I remember.
58. First pair of trainers:

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: No
60. Drinking: No
61. I'm about to: Sleep
62. Listening to: Don't Forget-Baek Ji Young
63. Waiting for : for CNY/Hong Kong.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Yea
65. Get Married?: Yea
66. Career? : Stop asking me that!!

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Lips
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Oppa
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive but not the ones that cry easily right?
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No
77. Drank hard liquor: No
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes I think..
79. Sex on first date: No
80. Broken someone's heart : Yea
82. Been arrested: No
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: Lol I cried when Hyun Joon died on Iris
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: 50/50
87. Miracles: No
88. Love at first sight: Don't know yet
89. Heaven: No
90. Santa Claus: No
91. Kiss on the first date: No
92. Angels: No

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No
95. Did you sing today?: Yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody? : No
97. If you could go back in time what will you do? : Nothing
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? Prom =)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yes

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

All I can give is....

1. What time did you get up this morning?
- 7 something. I snoozed

2. How do you like your steak cooked?
- Don't eat steak

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
- Avatar. Supposed to watch it for the second time in 3D but DAD!! Had to spoil the plan. Twice!

4. What is your favorite TV show?
- Invincible youth.. for now =) since Iris is over

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
- Korea, Hong Kong

6. What did you have for breakfast?
- A cup of Milo

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
- Don't have a favourite

8. What foods do you dislike?
- Hmm.. so far no. I think

9. Favorite place to eat?
- Home

10. Favorite dressing?
- Dressing as in?

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
- I don't drive yet

12. What are your favorite clothes.
- simple

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
- I don't mind going back to Korea and I wanna visit Dublin, Ireland!

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?-
- 1/2 empty and full

15. When would you want to retire?
- I don't know.

16. Favorite time of day?
- Don't you know it's the hottest time of the day? 2PM

17. Where were you born?
- Klang

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
- Badminton

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
- Everyone

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
- No one

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
- Sister. regarding the avatar thing.. lol

22. Are you satisfied with your life?
- Not yet.. until I get that hug

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
- Morning

24. Do you have any pets?
- 2 dogs

25. If you only had one day to live, who would you spend it with?
- 2PM. ok la. in my dreams la.. My family and my brothers

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
- I don't know

27. What is your best childhood memory?
- Hmm...

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
- Dog

29. Are you married?
- No

30. Always wear your seat belt?
- Not always

31. Been in a car accident?
- No

32. Any pet peeves?
-

33. Favorite pizza toppings?
- Pepperoni

34. Favorite flower?
- Iris =) ok not really.. roses maybe

35. Favorite ice cream?
- Vanilla

Why are you lying that I'll be okay?

What is your favourite salad dressing of your choice?
Olive oil

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Osaka

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
None

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Pepperoni. Chicken of course

What do you like to put on your toast?
Peanut butter

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?
4

What color of cell phone do you have?
Cherry black

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
No I guess

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
The heavy books which I call homework!!

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
I don't think so

************BULLCRAP-OLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
No. I wan't to live without feeling any worries bout me dying

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Yoon Eun Hye. Yea, no more Kim Tae Hee

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
Depends

************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
Didn't bother to count

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
Never

Last person you talked to?
My maid

Last person you hugged?
Sadly no one.. Since Yana's gone, no one wanna hug me anymore

**************FAVORIT-OLOGY****************

Season?
Spring

Holiday?
Chinese New Year!

Day of the week?
Sunday

Month?
November

***********CURRENT-OLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
Currently no

Mood?
Crappy

What are you listening to?
Tik Tok by 2PM

Watching?
Watching me type this tag

Worrying about?
Homework Homework Homework!!! and Park Jae Beom

***************RANDOMO-LOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?
Kitchen

What's the last movie you watch?
It's been loooooong since I watched a movie

Do you smile often?
Don't think so

***************QUESTIONS*****************

1) Do you always answer your phone?
es. Unless I missed it

2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
Kay la! Who else would piss me off in the morning

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Never thought of it

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
No no

5) Do you own a digital camera?
Yes of course

6) Have you ever had a pet fish?
Err. Not really MY pet fish

7) Favorite Christmas song?
Last Christmas I gave you my heart, but the very next day, you gave it away.. haha no no. It's you better not shout, you better not cry, you better not pout I'm telling you why, Santa Claus is coming to town. Though I never believe in Santa

8) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
It's just over.

9) Can you do push ups?
Don't wanna try

10) Can you do a chin up?
I miss doing that

11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Nervous

12) Do you have any saved texts?
Not anymore

13) Ever been in a car wreck?
No

14) Do you have an accent?
I have a Malaysian accent

15) What is the last song to make you cry?
Songs itself don't make me cry. Song that comes along with a sad scene in a movie makes me cry. Which is Don't Forget by Baek Ji Young when I was watching Iris

16) Plans tonight?
Doing my homework

17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yes

18) Name 3 things you bought in the last week
Magazines, food, food

19) Have you ever been given roses?
Yes.

20) Current worry?
Homeworks

21) Current hate right now?
Homeworks

22) Met someone who changed your life?
Alvin =)

23) How did you bring in the New Year?
By watching You're Beautiful parody

24) What song represents you?
I don't know.yet

25) Name three people who might complete this?
Me myself and I

26) What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
Sleeping

27) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
My sis didn't hear my alarm right? Ok I'll ignore it and sleep longer

This hand that reaches into the pocket, Can give you nothing

A - AVAILABLE : Yes
B - BIRTHDAY : 21st Nov. 94 baby!!
C - CRUSHING ON : No one
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD : Mineral water
E - EASIEST PERSON(S) TO TALK TO: Alvin Puah and Hong Xiang
F - FAVORITE SONG: I need a new one
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy Bears. They look more appetizing
I - IN LOVE WITH : Oneday.. especially Jun Su
J - JUGGLE: Lol I can't do that
K - KILLED SOMEONE: No.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: From my house to Thailand. Err.. about 6-7 hours?
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Don't like it
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2 sisters, 2 guys whom I am so close with, I already take them as my real brothers
O - ONE WISH: To have more wishes
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST : My mum
R - REASON TO SMILE : Every reason there is
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: To Her. by 2AM featuring 2PM's maknae Chan Sung =)
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: Can't remember
W - WORST HABIT: Procrastination. Is a thief of time
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: I don't think so I had one
Y - YOYO IS: History
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Scorpio

Random Questions About You
=============================
Spell your name without vowels: ChmSwChng
Your favorite number: 7!!!
What color do you wear most?: Random colours
Least favorite color?: Yellow
What are you listening to?: This Song by 2AM
Are you happy with your life right now?: Life is great! if you exclude the pile of homeworks we have everyday
What is your favorite class in school?: None. because they kill with homeworks
Who are your best friends: Everyone is my bestfriend =) Well everyone I know that is
When do you start back at school/college?: Last 2 weeks
Are you outgoing?: I'm not anymore
Favorite pair of shoes?: Adidas =) My pair of Adidas
Can you dance?: Yes I go dapdapdaphae everyday in class thanks to Sam. and man man ha ni too
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : No
Can you whistle?: No
Cross your eyes?: No
Walk with your toes curled?: Never tried

THE DO'S
===============
Do you believe there is life on other planets: No.
Do you believe in MAAAAGIC: I believe in DAAAAVID BLAINE
Love at first sight?: Hmm.. I don't know. I'd say yes if it refers to food.
Do you believe in Satan?: No
Do you believe in Santa?: No la!
Do you know how to swim?: No
Do you like roller coasters?: Yes =)
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: No. I'd rather believe in Satan

THE HAVES
==============
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes
Have you ever asked someone out?: I'll ask someone to bring me out. Not ask them out
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yes.. the people who bring me out
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Yes.. I think
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yes

THE WHATS
==============
What is the temperature outside?: I don't know
What radio station do you listen to?: Fly fm
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: I cannot remember. If I'm not mistaken then it's Osaka
What was the last thing you bought?: Galaxie and Hot magazine
What was the last thing on TV you watched? : I can't remember!
Who was the last person you took a picture of: My nieces
Who was the last person you said I love you to: I said that before I went to bed last night. To my brothers =)

CRYING SECTION
===============
Ever really cried your heart out?: Yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: No
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: When I was young
Do certain songs make you cry?: No. They just make me wanna cry. I start crying when the sad song starts to play in movies

HAPPY SECTION
===============
Are you a happy person?: I don't know
What is your current hair color? : Brownish black

CURRENTLY WEARING
================
What shirt are you wearing?: My school uniform
Pants: No I'm not wearing pants
Shoes?: I'm wearing socks
Necklaces?: I don't wear them to school
Underwear: Lol

IN A BOY/GIRL
=================
Favorite eye color: The colours that they look normal in
Short or long hair: Short
Height: As long as he's taller than me and it wont hurt my neck every time I look at him

HAVE YOU EVER
====================
Been to jail: Yes. In monopoly
Mooned someone:
Laughed so hard you cried? : No
Cried in school: Yes
Wanted to be a model? : No
Done something really stupid that you still laugh about: Yes. But I can't remember any right now
Seen a dead body: No
Been on drugs: Crack crack crack
Gone skinny dipping: No

THIS OR THAT
====================
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: McD
Single or Group Dates: Don't know
Chocolate or Vanilla? :Vanilla
Strawberries or Blueberries: Both
Meat or Veggies: Both
TV or Movie: Movie
Guitar or Drums: Drums.. lol
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Chinese or Mexican: Both
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn flakes

Monday, January 18, 2010

Eventhough I'm Young, The Pain Is The Same

After watching 2AM's teaser I can't tell who has bigger moobs
Seul Ong or Chan Sung

Sunday, January 17, 2010

I Will Wait For You

Park Jae Beom.Kim Jun Su.Nichkhun.Ok Taec Yeon.Jang Woo Young.Lee Jun Ho.Hwang Chan Sung.2PM

Gidarida Park Jae Beom!
Gidarida 2PM!
Gidarida Park Jae Beom!
Gidarida 2PM!

Don't really support the meaning of the second chant because it feels like without Jay 2PM can't live
But I like the sound of it though

People kept saying on 2PM's comeback in April, Jay will be back with them
What makes them think that way?

Yes I want Jay to be back to but I'm starting to have the feeling he's not coming back
The hints are quite obvious
1. 2PM is releasing another album and Jay is not even back yet
2. Signs of Jay are getting less and less, Naver removed his name
3. JYPE..... is confusing me

It would be great if I'm wrong.
I wish I'm wrong.
I wish Jay would come back.
But.
-----
I watched the last episode of Iris today... First time I cried watching this show. And I cried twice
Which was when Jin Sau died and Hyun Joon died
I knew Hyun Joon was going to die but I didnt know it would be this sad
Since you guys don't even watch Iris I might as well just tell you how he died

Well... He was on his way to meet his girlfriend at the lighthouse
Somebody/something shot him in the head when he was driving
He got shot at the exact place where he's facing the lighthouse
His head was bleeding, resting on the steering wheel, looking at the lighthouse (where the girlfriend was waiting for him) with tears in his eyes
The flashbacks made me cry, it was really sad
He just stayed like that in the car... staring... and then eventually. He died.
And the most heartbreaking part is that...
He was on his way to propose to her
I wept the most there...

Don't ask me what or who killed him because I don't know
The second season will explain it I guess, but all I know is the window broke.
So I guess somebody shot him, But then the hole is big..
Don't look like a bullet went through it. I'm confusing myself =.=

After the show I watched Lee Yong Dae and Jung Jae Sung beat the China team's ass!! =D

Saturday, January 16, 2010

I'm a Loner, I'm a Loner, Daridiridaradu

I'm going to spend this whole post sharing my two weeks experience in Form 4... S
I knew From 4 would be tough, especially in science class but!
I was absolutely wrong!
I didn't know it's going to be 10x tougher than Form 3
Yes. We don't have KH, Science and Geo anymore,
but there's Add Maths, Bio, Chem, Physics and EST/Accounts

Every single day in class is extra tiring because there are no breaks. No more free periods for us
The teachers were really fast in teaching, so we have to catch up really fast
And every day there we WILL have a pile of homework waiting for us,
especially Add Maths and BM

Last year when we were in Form 3, we can procrastinate. For a few days or maybe a week
This year, not even a day. Because we have a lot of homework just for one subject
So as we stretch the time, the homeworks REALLY pile up. And we WILL get stressed
Don't even think about doing it in class, I tried. There's no time for that. The teachers use up the whole 40 minutes teaching so we wont have time to do other work!

Just doing homeworks at home used up most of our time so we cant have much rest
Plus tuition, it's worse
We spent the 8 hours in school, over 2 hours in tuition, then when we come home you'd think we can finally rest. Well no... We still have homework =(
By the time we finish all that it's about 12 already
Then we'll wake up late the next day and sleep in school
Then we can't concentrate in class
Then we can't understand the subject
Then we get in trouble

So. To prevent that, we need to work harder and just organise our time so we wont be dead tired the next day
And the most important thing is no matter how hard it is and how lazy we are, we have to finish our homework T.T


Friday, January 15, 2010

Don't Be Good To Me

I watched 2PM's goodbye stage on Music Bank
SHINee's too... That's sad
No more 2PM and SHINee... and SNSD's coming back =.=
But the good news is 2AM's coming back too!! =D
I watched their teaser!! I can't wait!! Damn, 2PM get to listen to it first

I'm convinced to do things repeatedly for 7 times...
Well... some things

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Only You

Wow... Captain for Blue is Alvin, Green is Hong Xiang, and Red is Sharon
OHMYGOD I'M SO HAPPY FOR BOTH MY BROTHERS
Sam is the vice for green house!! First Form 4 to be the vice captain
So he's surely gonna be the captain next year... *bows down to Sam*
Wahh.. I'm so happy Because Of You is not stuck in my head =P
Instead, Tik Tok is... but that's the difference..Ii don't mind because Tik Tok's by 2PM =)


Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Tik Tok

OMO!!!
Right now I feel like god sent me a present from heaven or something LOL
I feel so ecstatic right now!! =D =D =D
Why???
Because!!! Nichkhun met Lee Yong Dae at the 2010 Korean Open Badminton Super Series!!
Ya I know.. this is the time when you go.. chehhh.. what's the big matter?

Well, let me do some explaining here
Some of you might know I'm a big fan of Lee Yong Dae =D ( a talented and famous korean badminton player) and 2PM =D
and Nichkhun's from 2PM =D in case you dont know =.=

So it's really exciting for me!
Nichkhun and Lee Yong Dae were both dubbed the wink kings
Since they're so good at winking..

They had a friendly game of badminton obviously
What other games can they play?
Nichkhun was a badminton player back then so he's not bad himself

Heh.. look at Khun's mouth
Looks like Lee Yong Dae's when he's playing

One of the best things that has happened so far =D

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Because Of You, My Life Has Changed
Thank You For The Love And Joy You Bring

Nieces came in my room again... I had to "take care" of them for no particular reason!
Wasn't asked to but they just came, and their parents were sleeping
So I just let them play around until they wouldnt wanna go back.fml.

Did I say school is no joke??
Wait I think I did in the last post..
Well it's true.. It's not anymore! First week just passed and I was so tired
Though class is getting better =)
I guess we can handle it together

Btw, we need a clock
It disappeared somewhere..
Oh wells...

Stand By Me

I'm so tired.. School is no joke anymore

Chinese New Year is coming really soon!!
Which means Ang Pau
And Hong Kong!!
Which means more food and more shopping!! Yay!

Sports is on March 6
And I heard there's no prom this year?
Can persuading help?
If not then let's protest!
If anyone disapproves we'll just do this
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I guess not..
Persuading it is!

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Life As It Is...

I don't know what happened, school feels great but when I'm at home, I start to feel lonely

Starting to feel like everyone is going against me and I'm the odd one out
I hate this feeling... Maybe it's the generation gap, or maybe I'm just being paranoid
But whatever it is.. I hate it. This feeling sucks and I'm starting to feel like having more tuitions are better than staying at home and being the odd one out in the family..
I don't even have the chances to watch tv anymore! Screw it. What happened to me ='(

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Things Never Turn Out What They Used To Be

Second day of school...
Ashley became the monitor cuz apparently prefects cant be the class monitor
We had our lessons today and a test from Mr. Mani.. Damn that paper 1 was tough
But I'm alright with paper 2
Sorry.. nothing else to say
Don't have the mood.. "Sigh"

Monday, January 4, 2010

Honeymoon Year

First day of school was fun =)

Puan Shoba is our class teacher. Happy!!
She's gonna be teaching us Sejarah. Happy again!! Now I wont fall asleep during Sejarah class =D
Our class monitor is as usual, Hema, and Ash as Assistant. Lol VeeVee became the so-called "Ketua Kebersihan"
I exchanged my locker with Sam. Now my locker number is 7 =)
Surprisingly there's more new students in Art class than Science

When Pn.Shoba was telling us the rules and regulations and stuff, a man passed by our class
I couldn't help but to laugh once I got a glance of his face
Few minutes later we had a lecture talk in the A.V.A Room with Mr Ng, Mr Mani and Mr Maniam
They talked to us about making the right decisions in choosing the stream you're going to be in and make sure you're prepared for it
Then they sorted us out, those who had As for Maths and Science, A or B for English can automatically enter Science stream whereas the rest temporarily stay in the Art stream

So Mr Mani's gonna be our Maths and Add Maths teacher =)
Pn.Guna was absent..
We all found out we bought the small exercise books for nothing!!
Majority teachers prefer the long note book
So... any of you who're interested in buying the exercise books come and see me =D
I have the old and the new exercise books...

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This evening, my aunt called up my dad and said they wanted to have dinner at our place
My dad wanted to go out but he couldn't reject anyway so he agreed and they came
Once they entered the house they asked my grandma whether or not the food is ready yet because they're hungry =.= (how rude!!! they didnt respect my grandmother who was supposedly cooking dinner for the family! not them!)
So my grandma served them the food and guess what?
They finished our dinner.. They finished all the rice and most of the dishes.. Luckily my grandma is smart enough to save some dishes for us

After they had our dinner they went to the living room and turned on the tv and chatted among themselves
My poor grandma had to cook the rice and dishes all over again for us and it's seriously not enough for the family
I finished my rice and I was still hungry... So I just reheated the porridge from this afternoon and finished it
My mum even had to cook extra dishes again for my dad and brother in law

While we were all having our dinner... the "strangers" were trying to sell things to my dad!
Heard they're from a direct selling company... Then why did they have to come and eat our food?? What?? Too poor is it?? Cant afford your own food?? Must come to us and eat up our dinner then try to sell things to my parents?? Have you no shame??
My whole family got really put off by them... They better not come around anymore or else

My day turned out well but my evening got so screwed up... damn

Saturday, January 2, 2010

It's So Hard When I Have To, And So Easy When I Want To

School.
I don't need to say much
You guys know what I mean

I'm watching Mnet Asian Music Awards (MAMA) again on Channel V right now
I'm watching KBS Gayo Daejun on KBS later
I've watched SBS and MBC on Youtube and since --- Yay! 2PM winnning Best Male Group!... and since it takes forever for Youtube to load, I rather watch it on tv

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I just finished watching KBS Gayo Daejun
It was great!
2PM kinda stripped several times
First when they were dancing to Boom Boom Pow, but they were wearing another shirt inside
Woo Young looked like he was gonna kill someone with that hair style, he looked so scary
But the dance was nice

Then when they were dancing to... Niga Mibda? I can't remember the song
They ripped off their shirt halfway and left one button on and continued dancing
Then at the ending they faced back and "flashed" their backs
I hoped they would stay like that longer cuz when they just started leaving the stage Sorry Sorry started playing
My mood went down really fast cuz I got really sick of the song.. Heard it since March

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I wanna go back to school
I don't wanna go back to school

Friday, January 1, 2010

Happy New Year!!!

Happy New Year everyone!!
I'm back after all these days.. I missed my laptop and the internet
But! I got back my laptop just in time for New Year!
A new year! A 2010 year!

Unlike other people, who went for countdowns or parties or whatever, I stayed at home in front of my laptop... watching You're Beautiful parody
It gave me goosebumps, from the way he flips his hair, to the way he sits, to the way he wipes his sweat, to the way he drinks his water with the pinky pointed straight, to the ki..... err.. nvm
I found it really funny though.. when Narsha says "oh, my neck" with the pen
and when Gyuri says "How dare you ignore my calls?. I'm goddess Park Gyuri *flips hair*"

For you people who got annoyed by the 2PM craze in my blog, well..
I wanted to change it after Christmas but I didnt have my laptop then, so what the heck...
Just in time for new year.. a new year, a new skin =)
Speaking of a new skin, my wants/wishlist has only one item now!
It's just that, the Timeless album had been released for so long I kinda lost interest.. might as well download the album
And I bought the N97 mini I wanted, so cancelled that
The rest are things I wanted do so I guess they wont stay long..

Enough crapping..
Happy New Year Everyone!!
Enjoy 2010 while it lasts!! and hope it's a good year for everybody.