Jugeodo Mot Bonae

I slept at 2am last night, because of 2AM

I waited for their music video to be released, which was at 2am korean time, 1am here

So I slept at 2am because of them

Would be better if they released the video at 2PM, but it's totally worth it

And right after the video released, it topped the charts.

Number 1 spot everywhere. I checked =)

The heart you stepped all over and left is still beating...

Park Jae Beom

보고 싶어

Bogoshiphoyo

I Miss You, Leadja

How Could I Let You Go

Again and Again and Again and Again

I Will Wait For You Even If It Takes Ten Years

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: Dad
3. Last text message: U leh
4. Last song you listened to: I'm Sorry I Can't Laugh For You-2AM
5. Last time you cried: I can't remember

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on: No
8. Kissed someone & regretted it:No
9. Lost someone special: No
10. Been depressed: Yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: Never been drunk.yet.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Blue
13. Pink
14. Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: No
17. Laughed until you cried: No
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: Not sure yet.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: No
21. Kissed any of your friends: No
22. How many people made you cry: I don't count this things
23. How many kids do you want to have: Don't know yet
24. Do you have any pets: Yes
25. Do you want to change your name: No

26. What did you do for your last birthday: At home. Watching MAMA, and same like Mei Yee about the sleeping thing!!
27. What time did you wake up today: 7.05 =)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Park Jae Beom to finally come back
30. Last time you saw your Mother: This morning

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Nothing
32. What are you listening to right now: I;m Sorry I Can't Laugh For You

33. Have you ever talked to a person name Tom: No
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing I guess...
35. Most visited webpage: Allkpop and Youtube

36. Whats your real name: Cham Siew Ching
37. Nicknames: (Eh no more.. lol)
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
40. Male or female?: Female

41. Elementary?: SSA
42. Middle School?: SSA
43. High school/college?: SSA
44. Hair colour: Brownish black
45. Long or short: Long

46. Height: 158? Maybe I grew taller
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: For real, no
48: What do you like about yourself?: -
49. Piercings: One on each ear
50. Tattoos: No
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: When I was really young
53. First piercing: Ear
54. First best friend: Kuang Wen
55. First sport you joined:
56. First vacation: Pulau Redang is the one I remember.
58. First pair of trainers:

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: No
60. Drinking: No
61. I'm about to: Sleep
62. Listening to: Don't Forget-Baek Ji Young
63. Waiting for : for CNY/Hong Kong.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Yea
65. Get Married?: Yea
66. Career? : Stop asking me that!!

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Lips
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Oppa
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive but not the ones that cry easily right?
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No
77. Drank hard liquor: No
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes I think..
79. Sex on first date: No
80. Broken someone's heart : Yea
82. Been arrested: No
83. Turned someone down: Yes
84. Cried when someone died: Lol I cried when Hyun Joon died on Iris
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: 50/50
87. Miracles: No
88. Love at first sight: Don't know yet
89. Heaven: No
90. Santa Claus: No
91. Kiss on the first date: No
92. Angels: No

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No
95. Did you sing today?: Yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody? : No
97. If you could go back in time what will you do? : Nothing
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? Prom =)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yes

All I can give is....

1. What time did you get up this morning?
- 7 something. I snoozed

2. How do you like your steak cooked?
- Don't eat steak

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
- Avatar. Supposed to watch it for the second time in 3D but DAD!! Had to spoil the plan. Twice!

4. What is your favorite TV show?
- Invincible youth.. for now =) since Iris is over

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
- Korea, Hong Kong

6. What did you have for breakfast?
- A cup of Milo

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
- Don't have a favourite

8. What foods do you dislike?
- Hmm.. so far no. I think

9. Favorite place to eat?
- Home

10. Favorite dressing?
- Dressing as in?

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
- I don't drive yet

12. What are your favorite clothes.
- simple

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
- I don't mind going back to Korea and I wanna visit Dublin, Ireland!

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?-
- 1/2 empty and full

15. When would you want to retire?
- I don't know.

16. Favorite time of day?
- Don't you know it's the hottest time of the day? 2PM

17. Where were you born?
- Klang

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
- Badminton

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
- Everyone

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
- No one

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
- Sister. regarding the avatar thing.. lol

22. Are you satisfied with your life?
- Not yet.. until I get that hug

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
- Morning

24. Do you have any pets?
- 2 dogs

25. If you only had one day to live, who would you spend it with?
- 2PM. ok la. in my dreams la.. My family and my brothers

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
- I don't know

27. What is your best childhood memory?
- Hmm...

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
- Dog

29. Are you married?
- No

30. Always wear your seat belt?
- Not always

31. Been in a car accident?
- No

32. Any pet peeves?
-

33. Favorite pizza toppings?
- Pepperoni

34. Favorite flower?
- Iris =) ok not really.. roses maybe

35. Favorite ice cream?
- Vanilla

Why are you lying that I'll be okay?

What is your favourite salad dressing of your choice?
Olive oil

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Osaka

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
None

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Pepperoni. Chicken of course

What do you like to put on your toast?
Peanut butter

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?
4

What color of cell phone do you have?
Cherry black

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
No I guess

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
The heavy books which I call homework!!

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
I don't think so

************BULLCRAP-OLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
No. I wan't to live without feeling any worries bout me dying

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Yoon Eun Hye. Yea, no more Kim Tae Hee

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
Depends

************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
Didn't bother to count

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
Never

Last person you talked to?
My maid

Last person you hugged?
Sadly no one.. Since Yana's gone, no one wanna hug me anymore

**************FAVORIT-OLOGY****************

Season?
Spring

Holiday?
Chinese New Year!

Day of the week?

Sunday

Month?
November

***********CURRENT-OLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
Currently no

Mood?
Crappy

What are you listening to?
Tik Tok by 2PM

Watching?
Watching me type this tag

Worrying about?
Homework Homework Homework!!! and Park Jae Beom

***************RANDOMO-LOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?
Kitchen

What's the last movie you watch?
It's been loooooong since I watched a movie

Do you smile often?
Don't think so

***************QUESTIONS*****************

1) Do you always answer your phone?
es. Unless I missed it

2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
Kay la! Who else would piss me off in the morning

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Never thought of it

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
No no

5) Do you own a digital camera?
Yes of course

6) Have you ever had a pet fish?
Err. Not really MY pet fish

7) Favorite Christmas song?
Last Christmas I gave you my heart, but the very next day, you gave it away.. haha no no. It's you better not shout, you better not cry, you better not pout I'm telling you why, Santa Claus is coming to town. Though I never believe in Santa

8) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
It's just over.

9) Can you do push ups?
Don't wanna try

10) Can you do a chin up?
I miss doing that

11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Nervous

12) Do you have any saved texts?
Not anymore

13) Ever been in a car wreck?
No

14) Do you have an accent?

I have a Malaysian accent

15) What is the last song to make you cry?
Songs itself don't make me cry. Song that comes along with a sad scene in a movie makes me cry. Which is Don't Forget by Baek Ji Young when I was watching Iris

16) Plans tonight?
Doing my homework

17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yes

18) Name 3 things you bought in the last week
Magazines, food, food

19) Have you ever been given roses?

Yes.

20) Current worry?

Homeworks

21) Current hate right now?
Homeworks

22) Met someone who changed your life?
Alvin =)

23) How did you bring in the New Year?
By watching You're Beautiful parody

24) What song represents you?

I don't know.yet

25) Name three people who might complete this?
Me myself and I

26) What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
Sleeping

27) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
My sis didn't hear my alarm right? Ok I'll ignore it and sleep longer

This hand that reaches into the pocket, Can give you nothing

A - AVAILABLE : Yes
B - BIRTHDAY : 21st Nov. 94 baby!!
C - CRUSHING ON : No one
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD : Mineral water
E - EASIEST PERSON(S) TO TALK TO: Alvin Puah and Hong Xiang
F - FAVORITE SONG: I need a new one
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy Bears. They look more appetizing
I - IN LOVE WITH : Oneday.. especially Jun Su
J - JUGGLE: Lol I can't do that

K - KILLED SOMEONE: No.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: From my house to Thailand. Err.. about 6-7 hours?
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Don't like it
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2 sisters, 2 guys whom I am so close with, I already take them as my real brothers
O - ONE WISH: To have more wishes
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST : My mum
R - REASON TO SMILE : Every reason there is
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: To Her. by 2AM featuring 2PM's maknae Chan Sung =)
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: Can't remember
W - WORST HABIT: Procrastination. Is a thief of time
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: I don't think so I had one
Y - YOYO IS: History
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Scorpio

Random Questions About You
=============================
Spell your name without vowels: ChmSwChng
Your favorite number: 7!!!
What color do you wear most?: Random colours
Least favorite color?: Yellow
What are you listening to?: This Song by 2AM
Are you happy with your life right now?: Life is great! if you exclude the pile of homeworks we have everyday
What is your favorite class in school?: None. because they kill with homeworks
Who are your best friends: Everyone is my bestfriend =) Well everyone I know that is
When do you start back at school/college?: Last 2 weeks
Are you outgoing?: I'm not anymore
Favorite pair of shoes?: Adidas =) My pair of Adidas
Can you dance?: Yes I go dapdapdaphae everyday in class thanks to Sam. and man man ha ni too
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : No
Can you whistle?: No
Cross your eyes?: No
Walk with your toes curled?: Never tried

THE DO'S
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Do you believe there is life on other planets: No.
Do you believe in MAAAAGIC: I believe in DAAAAVID BLAINE
Love at first sight?: Hmm.. I don't know. I'd say yes if it refers to food.
Do you believe in Satan?: No
Do you believe in Santa?: No la!
Do you know how to swim?: No
Do you like roller coasters?: Yes =)
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: No. I'd rather believe in Satan

THE HAVES
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Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes
Have you ever asked someone out?: I'll ask someone to bring me out. Not ask them out
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yes.. the people who bring me out
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Yes.. I think
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yes

THE WHATS
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What is the temperature outside?: I don't know
What radio station do you listen to?: Fly fm
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: I cannot remember. If I'm not mistaken then it's Osaka
What was the last thing you bought?: Galaxie and Hot magazine
What was the last thing on TV you watched? : I can't remember!
Who was the last person you took a picture of: My nieces
Who was the last person you said I love you to: I said that before I went to bed last night. To my brothers =)

CRYING SECTION
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Ever really cried your heart out?: Yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: No
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: When I was young
Do certain songs make you cry?: No. They just make me wanna cry. I start crying when the sad song starts to play in movies

HAPPY SECTION
===============
Are you a happy person?: I don't know
What is your current hair color? : Brownish black

CURRENTLY WEARING
================
What shirt are you wearing?: My school uniform
Pants: No I'm not wearing pants
Shoes?: I'm wearing socks
Necklaces?: I don't wear them to school
Underwear: Lol

IN A BOY/GIRL
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Favorite eye color: The colours that they look normal in
Short or long hair: Short
Height: As long as he's taller than me and it wont hurt my neck every time I look at him

HAVE YOU EVER
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Been to jail: Yes. In monopoly
Mooned someone:
Laughed so hard you cried? : No
Cried in school: Yes
Wanted to be a model? : No
Done something really stupid that you still laugh about: Yes. But I can't remember any right now
Seen a dead body: No
Been on drugs: Crack crack crack
Gone skinny dipping: No

THIS OR THAT
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Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: McD
Single or Group Dates: Don't know
Chocolate or Vanilla? :Vanilla
Strawberries or Blueberries: Both
Meat or Veggies: Both
TV or Movie: Movie
Guitar or Drums: Drums.. lol
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Chinese or Mexican: Both
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn flakes

Eventhough I'm Young, The Pain Is The Same

After watching 2AM's teaser I can't tell who has bigger moobs

Seul Ong or Chan Sung

I Will Wait For You

Park Jae Beom.Kim Jun Su.Nichkhun.Ok Taec Yeon.Jang Woo Young.Lee Jun Ho.Hwang Chan Sung.2PM

Gidarida Park Jae Beom!

Gidarida 2PM!

Gidarida Park Jae Beom!

Gidarida 2PM!

Don't really support the meaning of the second chant because it feels like without Jay 2PM can't live

But I like the sound of it though

People kept saying on 2PM's comeback in April, Jay will be back with them

What makes them think that way?

Yes I want Jay to be back to but I'm starting to have the feeling he's not coming back

The hints are quite obvious

1. 2PM is releasing another album and Jay is not even back yet

2. Signs of Jay are getting less and less, Naver removed his name

3. JYPE..... is confusing me

It would be great if I'm wrong.

I wish I'm wrong.

I wish Jay would come back.

But.

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I watched the last episode of Iris today... First time I cried watching this show. And I cried twice

Which was when Jin Sau died and Hyun Joon died

I knew Hyun Joon was going to die but I didnt know it would be this sad

Since you guys don't even watch Iris I might as well just tell you how he died

Well... He was on his way to meet his girlfriend at the lighthouse

Somebody/something shot him in the head when he was driving

He got shot at the exact place where he's facing the lighthouse

His head was bleeding, resting on the steering wheel, looking at the lighthouse (where the girlfriend was waiting for him) with tears in his eyes

The flashbacks made me cry, it was really sad

He just stayed like that in the car... staring... and then eventually. He died.

And the most heartbreaking part is that...

He was on his way to propose to her

I wept the most there...

Don't ask me what or who killed him because I don't know

The second season will explain it I guess, but all I know is the window broke.

So I guess somebody shot him, But then the hole is big..

Don't look like a bullet went through it. I'm confusing myself =.=

After the show I watched Lee Yong Dae and Jung Jae Sung beat the China team's ass!! =D

I'm a Loner, I'm a Loner, Daridiridaradu

I'm going to spend this whole post sharing my two weeks experience in Form 4... S

I knew From 4 would be tough, especially in science class but!

I was absolutely wrong!

I didn't know it's going to be 10x tougher than Form 3

Yes. We don't have KH, Science and Geo anymore,

but there's Add Maths, Bio, Chem, Physics and EST/Accounts

Every single day in class is extra tiring because there are no breaks. No more free periods for us

The teachers were really fast in teaching, so we have to catch up really fast

And every day there we WILL have a pile of homework waiting for us,

especially Add Maths and BM

Last year when we were in Form 3, we can procrastinate. For a few days or maybe a week

This year, not even a day. Because we have a lot of homework just for one subject

So as we stretch the time, the homeworks REALLY pile up. And we WILL get stressed

Don't even think about doing it in class, I tried. There's no time for that. The teachers use up the whole 40 minutes teaching so we wont have time to do other work!

Just doing homeworks at home used up most of our time so we cant have much rest

Plus tuition, it's worse

We spent the 8 hours in school, over 2 hours in tuition, then when we come home you'd think we can finally rest. Well no... We still have homework =(

By the time we finish all that it's about 12 already

Then we'll wake up late the next day and sleep in school

Then we can't concentrate in class

Then we can't understand the subject

Then we get in trouble

So. To prevent that, we need to work harder and just organise our time so we wont be dead tired the next day

And the most important thing is no matter how hard it is and how lazy we are, we have to finish our homework T.T